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Fear is everywhere, behind every corner and around every bend just waiting to pounce. Fear is probably the biggest enemy of most alcoholics. I know it is for me. To make matters worse, I also have to deal with Mr. Ego who just loves to hide fear from me. My ego disguises fear so I don’t see it coming until it’s too late. Until the damage is done. Today is a fine example of that, I didn’t sleep very well last night. I went to bed around 11pm. My sleep was fitful at best and I was up and ready to go at 3:30 am. (That sounds bad, but just so you know, I’m one of those early risers. I”m up at 4:30 every morning. Early Bird Gets The Worm and all that stuff) So I get up, make my coffee and fire up the computer to check my email and put together my GTD list for the day. OK, here is mistake number one, I only slept about four and a half hours and I was very restless. Did I sit down, break out the paper and pen and try to figure out where I am emotionally? why I didn’t [...]